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FEAR

2006-09-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

The tightening of
coldruthlesssteel
OvEr your
guts
The insane flapping of
broken wings of
the mangled bird
within
your cage in
your soul
Beating...
Itself
to
Death.

Teacher's day

2006-09-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

It was so fun on Teachers' Day.My chummy chums and I went back to Rgps and we terrorised the little girls there!Muahahahhahahaha...To my disappointment,they were not scared but they said "f you!"What?I mean what?They were really intelligent though.It was really fun,goofing around,acting,savouring the long lost taste of the school canteen food...It was kind of dissapointing though,I coundn't meet the teachers because they were ummm having a meeting.Bye for now and I shall post some pictures!

ps:I went to school in a dustbin.Hahahaha

Cross dressing?

2006-08-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

Am I me?
What does "be yourself" mean to you,or me,for that matter?

Bubbles

2006-08-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

pretty,
fluttering,
hues.
Swirling. Sky.
Flying. The
Soaring.Towards

An infant ambles by,
The scent of its loving mother's milk
strong upon its rose petaled skin.

(pop*

Dreams shattered
Hopes scattered a sanctuary for forgotten dreams,,,
But fear not, heavens,
my love. the
towards
For tomorrow,they will rise

For tomorrow,will be a better day.

HELP.

2006-08-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

The tree that refused to grow up.The tree that in its adamant refusal,struggle,has become sick and twisted.What lies inside,is merely a rotten,abcess that manifests within.From it's branches,green velvet hangs.It has stood stoic in storms,has been battered by the merciless sun.What is left,is only a structure of rotten wood.
An empty shell.It covets saffron jewels to be hung upon it.Nothing is done.It loathes itself yet,Nothing is done.Nothing will hide it.Nothing is it's name.It must grow up.Higher.Or remain Creoth the sixth- like.Can it love?It is convinced it can.It has fallen in love with the sun that shines rich,voluptous,intoxicating.But can it?Can it trust?
Without trust,you are dead inside,belligerent.And I know it better than anyone else.

Broken pieces of me

2006-08-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

My shattered image just hit someone in the eye.

NOTe worthy

2006-07-25T04:24:00.000-07:00

Here I am,typing in the dark confines of my dank room...I search my inner soul for something captivating.subtle to write...But to hell with it because all I want to do now is complain.
:)
I did so awfully for my tests.DO YOU KNOW THAT?HUH?HUH?HUH?*eyes roll maniacally*My grades!They're slipping!Slipping away!Slipping into an abcess of dark darkness!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!*procceeds to pull a clump of hair out*Look!Look at my mediocre(worse than that actually)grades!

Mathematics:25/35
Science:25/30
Geography:21.5/30
Chinese composition:34/70(my God)
Chinese spelling:9/10

Noooooo!Must...Pull...Myself...Together...I am going to pull through.Hmph!*3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Shimin!Hip hip------
Hello?I can't hear you!
*dry laughter resounds in the distance...*

My own

2006-07-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

She stands at the vanity,tears streaming down her ivory skin.She sobs,shaking,like a little child.She had to pull herself together.No one else was breaking down.'I must be weak,'she thought as she doused her face with cool water.She gazed into the mirror before with detached interest as pearls rolled down,making an ever so small ripple in the clear water.Why was she the only one lost in a raving ravine?Her image rattled her.Looking back at her was a girl,very much like her but this was different.
Her eyes.
They were black,ever so with a tinge of brown behind them.They gazed back at her,their unwavering stare piercing into the inner recesses of her being,spider bite-like.They,like a silver needle glinting in the moonlight,pierced her skin,letting poison run in her veins.The poison of fear.
Her eyes.
They were nothing but unopened windows,furthered restricted by boards crudely hammered across them.Bang.Bang.Bang.
Her eyes!
There is no light beyond them.Venture not ahead.

Why?

2006-06-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

Just another ordinary day.Just another ordinary boy.Just another ordinary girl.
And there I was on the treadmill.Treading.Caught up in my own childish web of problems,oh-so-easily dusted away,as simple as my simple self.Pondering over meagre self indulging thoughts...
It was then I spotted two people.Who were they,I did not know.Where they came from,I had not a clue.And yet,it was that seemingly ordinary day that (may I say)educated me,taught me that true evil does not come in fearful deformities but presents itself as a lady(and boy) fair.
How to begin.
The resonating sounds of the clinking of weights sounded in the room.And there I was,in that very room.All seemed calm and tranquil.At least on the surface.
I heard the unspeakable.Tales too fatuous for me to mention but for your very sake,I shall.
They spoke,their voices clear and tinkling as a bell's.Yet every word they said hit me as hard as a train.BAM.I was bleeding,inside.I felt the blood gushing out within.But I said nothing.Did nothing.Nothing.They spoke of sex lightly,(think feather light) and big mansions and great wealth.The boy,or should I say that creature,viewed abstaining from sex for his 'beloved girlfriend' a great sacrifice.That vile creature was superficial.Is superficial.His world is one where wealth and educatin and success rules and where moral values are discarded faster than you can say 'potty poo!'.There are no principles.Only that bright false light of success they so blindly follow.How dazzling and breath-taking.They are oblivious that at that end of that very alluring road,a pit of fire awaits.They will be burned as how they did to the souls of others.They will suffer terrible anguish and pain.They will see desperation.
Is that just a hopeful figment of my imagination?
Still,they had made me see the irony of my fragile sanctuary.A place where there is no evil and littlelest elfies sing.How loverly.It pains me to say that it does not exisit.I made me see the cruelty of this world.It made me see that the people I deem fellow human beings and friends alike,care only for there own materialistic goals.Manupilation reigns.
Crunch.
What do you hear?I hear the icy blast of inhumanity.Oh well for their achievements and good education.They have it all.They are the living embodiment of evil,a sight that I know I will see often enough in this cold and cruel world.
Shielded are we,from this horrible place.But in time to come,it will be gone,as spring is lost to winter.We will surrounded by heartless creatures.When that time comes.please God,
save us.

How odd.

2006-06-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

Okay.I went to the counter and said,"Green apple juice please,"
The lady in front of me has too much eyeliner on.She smiles amiably and replies,"We don't have green apple juive now so you have to wait.Is that alright?"
I nod and say yes.
To my amusement,they started making mango slush.Then my mum strolls over and I tell her that I am not sure if they heard me right.She then turns to the woman and reminds her of my order:Green apple juice.
They say they know and while I was away getting some luo han guo drink,my mum was waiting for the juice.When I got there,guess what my mum handed me?
MANGO SLUSH.
Like,what the heck is going on?My mum said that it looked nice and so she didn't say anything.I took a sip and it did taste good.
How very odd indeed.

The Manequin

2006-06-19T21:38:00.000-07:00

How to begin.
Fatal flaw.The desire for the picturesque at all costs.This is due to my fatal tendency to falsify,to embrodier(s.p?)No?To mingle with beautifiers,that's what they are.How,did they produce works so awfully beautiful?So terribly enchanting.I stare,glassy eyed at the world they so carefully construted around themselves.Saffron jewels embedded in tall marble walls.Walls to keep out the pheasants.Poor pheasants,deprived.For they are poor,without talent and skill.
A mistake.My mistake.Of extolling them to the skies,to saintify them(there's no such word,really).But they,behind that warm and pleasant exterior are heedless,like ghosts.As ghosts are heedless of the living.
No.There must be so much more.

MUahahahahaha

2006-06-16T20:50:00.000-07:00

I wrote this when I was bored...This is the first part.Well,here goes...

What is this feeling inside?
I cannot hide
Like there is nothing
inside
Empty.
Like the barrel
used
to store last summer's brew
sweet and lingering... ...
Fatigue.
Overcomes a weary traveller
Too tired to live
To trudge in the forest
In the blanket of black
My blood runs cold
I feel
A L O N E
.

See.

2006-06-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

Beauty is terror.
Whatever we call beautiful,we quiver before it.And what could be more terrifying and beautiful to mere being,than to lose control completely?To throw off the chains of being for an instant,too shatter the accident of our mortal selves?Euripides speaks to the Maenads:head thrown back,throat to the stars,'more like deer than human being,'To be absolutely free!One is perfectly capable, of course,of working out these destructive passions in more vulgar and less efficient ways.But how glorious to release them in a single burst!How breathtaking!To sing,to scream,to dance barefoot in the woods in the dead of night,with no more awareness of mortality than an animal!These are powerful mysteries.The bellowing of bulls.Springs of honey bubbling from the ground.It we are strong enough in our souls,we can rip away the veil and look that naked,fearsome,terrible,beauty right in the face;let God consume us,devour us,unstring our bones.
Then spit us out reborn.
Donna Tart

Geez

2006-06-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

I am sure you had enough of mucking and complaining.Actually,I have too.Move on!Go go go!Move it!Yes,I must.
Ah,I am soooo bored and I've hardly completeted my homework.Literature lies abandoned in little corner,Maths is not finished,Chinese book review is untouched.Hahaha.
It has come to my attention that I have been evolving into a marks freak.So,I am going to try my best to stop being one.A challenging task which I am going to embark on. 0.0
By the way,Joyce,could you umm tell my your blog's address?Oh and don't bother about the music and all,I'll try it myself instead.Thanks a million.
I think I'll write a poem.Here goes...

Secondary school life.
What am I suppose to
write?
About-
Secondary school
life?
Hmph.
I don't
want to
write
I want to
Sleep
I tired
Sorry.
It's 'I am tired'
Mrs Thwaites told
me off about my
grammer
Exhausted
wait.
"Hello?Oh,I would love to go to the movies tommorrow.It'll be
fun.
See you,bye!"
oh.
She's Lucy
my
friend.
I've got to
do
my
homework now...
tATa.

Hahaha.Figure it out yourself why some words are in bold.Psychotic am I.

Hmm

2006-06-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

It gets to me.It really does.What does it take to shine?So they say.Try,hard as I might,to make a piece of writing enchanting.
It!
I wonder.Am I mimicking Lynnie?Does it look like it?I look.Envy Joy's posts.I look.Envy others.
I am forgotten.Brushed aside.I hate it I hate it I hate it.So i try to be someone special.I cannot write well like Joy nor Marilyn.I am not gorgeous.I am not witty nor funny.I do have an acid tongue though. :)
You stare.Oogle.I don't want to be miss-freak-show-on-display-for-all-to-throw-stones-at.Digressing.I don't want my blog to seem character-less and stupid and bimbotic.Yet,zoo-goers,does it seem so to you?
Stay true to yourself,they say.They,the stars,those sent from heaven.Surrre.I read this post again and it is dripping with sarcasm and loathing.Is that what I have become?
Lacklustre performance will not be accepted.They say.So maybe I should just shut up and better myself and be nice as possible and find a talent and study hard and be non-irritant and LEARN TO TELL IF SOMEONE I LIKE HATES ME AND FINDS ME A BOREand learn more about herbs and bury myself in books to forget and strive to write well and start on my Literature homework which I didn't dare to cause' I was so afraid what I wrote would be no good or wrong but I tell myself there isn't right or wrong in Literature so all I have to do is to calm down and write with my heart and soul cause' that's the only thing I know.
And that's the only thing I know.

Slacking

2006-06-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

I have been slacking big time.Yesterday,my mum and I went shopping like the whole day and the day before yesterday,I met up with my chums from 6H 2005 from Raffles Girls' Primary School to do some catching up.My pile of homework is untouched.I have been avoiding it like plague.I am soooo dead.My friends are like studying and studying AND studying and I am now typing this meaningless entry.*sigh*
I am lazy I am lazy.Hahaha.Hahaha.
Joy,I am terribly sorry as I cannot send you the photos.See,i am suffering from a mental debilitating disease,it's scientific name being laziness-tomosis.My apologies.

Hahahaha.I am going to sabotage you all!Fear me.

2006-05-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

Long awaited photos.Hahahaha.

Funny.

2006-05-27T20:34:00.000-07:00

WANTED!

Bicarbonate of Soda

2006-05-27T19:56:00.000-07:00

Hi.This post has absolutly NOTHING to do with it's heading and if you are only purely interested in bicarbonate of soda,then shoo.

Wrapped up in her own world
With her gang
Laughing...
Swearing...
Joking...
I watch.I try to laugh.
HA.HA.HA.
I want to laugh.
HA.HA.HA.
Yet,there is only silence around me.
So f a r
away away away away away away away away away away away away away away away
Hear!
Echos!
And the palpitation of a broken heart.

Bam!

2006-05-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hey,I got my report book back today...Sigh.

Nevermind,I shall not delve into it.It breaks my heart...;)

I did something so very stupid.Worried sick that Marylyn might die from her fever or something,I called her.Of course,it turns out that she is perfectly alright but I have trouble sleeping cause' i fear that Marylyn would die in her sleep.I must be out of my mind.Crazy.Demented.Nuts.Psycho.Mentally unsound.Lost by marbles.Bannas.I know this sounds terribly lesbian but hey,how my sexual orientation concern you aNywAy?Hahahahaha...Do you understand the words coming out from my mouth?I guess not.

I have got an awful sore throat and my tonsils are as big as rocks.Bored am I... ...Oh,good bye...

Nuts

2006-05-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

You know,when someone praises me,I get really mad sometimes.I don't deserve it but people just keep on jabbling.It is like people are trying to make me big headed and all that but I never know.Perhaps it is due to sheer peversity I am typing this.Perhaps.
Some people actually said I danced pretty well for the umm...That thing on stage.I did NOT NOT NOT!Geez,did you just run headlong into a brick wall or what?I was horribly rigid.Damn,what is wrong with you people?This kind of things happened a million times before.Hello?I can tell if you mean it...Or not.Sigh...I am really out of my mind...Aha!I will post the photos up for you guys mext time so stay alert okay?I have one with me looking like a female ghost in those Japanese shows when you scream and scream your head off.Hahahahahahahahahaaha.
We have to fill up some form where we write down our talents.It was when I realised I had nothing.Nil.Zero.Nought.Damn.How terribly depressing.I am rather peeved now so I shall leave now...Goodbye.

Lalala

2006-05-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!On the 20th of May,we performed.The feeling of being on stage...Intoxicating perhaps?It felt as though the world was spinning,the tarmac colured clouds swirling,colours changing hues,no?It felt ethereal.The panic,the sweat,the aches...It was all worth it.
It was great,putting on white grease paint on your face and stuff.I looked like a demented clown that ran headlong into a brick wall though. :)After which,I went to my tuition class in my mime makeup,blotchy lpstick and all.Clemon,(damn,i can't even spell his name,who cares?)was like:
"Oh.My.God."
Haha.It was so amusing.To all the people who saw a ghost with flowing brown hair,death-white skin,sunken and dark eyes and an enormous bloody mouth...It was me.Have no fear!It was just a crazed girl in mime makeup.Oh,so she waved to you?I am terribly sorry for causing such fright.Must be too much helium I took.*Bad helium!Bad bad helium!*The white ghost was me.I repeat:It was me.Have no fear.
*ahem*I,Choo Shimin.am guilty for traumatising a small boy and my classmates.I would like to apologise for this mass hysteria.
Hahahahahahhahahahahahahaahhaahhaahahahhaahahhaahahahahahaha.
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sorry

2006-05-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

I do not understand.I do not understand.I do not understand. Why are you so sad?You say I don't understand and I don't care.
But I do.I really do.
Do you know how bad I feel sometimes because of what you say?mAybE you don't know it because I usually smile it away.
I am sorry for any hurt I have caused.

Haha

2006-04-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

If there's a prize for rotten judgement,I thinkI've already won that.No one is worth the aggravation,that ancient history been there,done that. :)
Ironic isn't it?The person who pretends to be a sad misunderstood soul is actually the most evil of all.You speak of how hurt you are,your injustice.I listen,I sympathise with you untill one day,I realised what you say might not be true.
Hear the voices around.Hear,hear!Rumours,lies and harsh words.Why?Why do they occur?Misunderstandings?Innate loathing?Malice?I don't know.Why are we all given a label,a name,an image.We are all labeled.Surreptitiously.What have we done to incur your wrath?What have we done wrong?I don't know.Perhaps I'll never know.
I absolutely loathe it when people whom I hardly talk to proclaim their intense dislike for me.I am confused and my mind is blank.I freeze inside.Cold.Hollow.Empty.I feel their words resonating inside me.Sometimes,I manage to convince myself that these people have too much free time in their hands.These people... ...
Then again,it might have been my fault.
But then again,I never know...

Gasp

2006-04-25T02:55:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh!I can't believe I actually managed to run 2.4km and I came out alive!Thank God.
I was like gasping like crazy and I stopped many times but I guess I turned out okay.I was quite disappointed though,causeI hoped for 12+ minutes but that's okay.*applause*I am alive!
Seriously,why are we all made to run 2.4km?Its so strenous and excruciating.Oh the terrifying,horrifying,stupifying 2.4km!*shivers*
Purlease?Like I almost died down there okay?(maybe it's due to the indulgence in cookies&cream icecream and the lack of exercise*giggle*) But seriously,it is an absolute incubus.
Let's change the subject.
...... ..... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .. .. . ..... .... ... .... ....
Aha!Let me share with you some of my idiocyrasnies
1)I like herbs.
2)And stones
3)I like cutting BUTTON MUSHROOMS(i know!)
4)I like eating vegeteble crackers dipped in milk/coffee
I can't think of any now so goodbye!

ill

2006-04-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

i am ill and miserable.Boohoo...

hi

2006-04-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

hello!

Spring cleaning

2006-04-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

Yani and Valerie

What a dusty old blog.Anyway,do come more often and tag!
Its raining cats and dogs right now.The perfect day to snuggle up a lovely thick blanket.Yes,I'll do just that later. :)
I just love rainy days,don't you?*mutters away dreamily*Hahhh...I think I'll have a nap... Some nasty little twits got Valerie to say idiot Mr Teo uder the pretext that it meant 'I love you'.How funny.I was one of them.I am territablely sorry.Cheers. :)

Small.

2006-04-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

Maybe the reason why I am always complaining of my unsatisfactory results is because I do not have the courage to change.Yes my dears,I did get 29/35 for my Mathematics.Yes my dears,I do have a non-exsistent vocabulary.I write horribly.I will not appretiate kindly souls who attempt to tell me that I am not so bad after all(i am such a very nasty person :) or people who rant on pepertually about my misgivings ferociously.This is a time for reflection.
I love singing.I really do.Perhaps if I am really interested in it,I should take singing lessons to prevent those screeching moments.Wait.Let us have a list.As the time goes by,together we will cancel them of so delicately.One,by one.

1.Take sining(singing) lessons
2.Score 90% for every test
3.Get a scolarship
4.At least a merit for my piano exam which is embarrasingly only grade 3
5.Continue pottery
6.Learn SAT words*
7.Feel completely satisfied with my compositions
8.Learn about at least 100 herbs
In time to come,I shall lengthen this list.
I am convinced that I can go so much further,I caN do much better.Fufil my fullest potential.
For those who are currently mocking this post with snub noses high up in the air,how can I make known my intense dislike for you?In a manner so painfully politely and gently?
Alas,I found the ultimate answer.
Eat shit!
You know who you are,The pessimist that resides alongside me.Whispering words of discourage,crumbling me slowly.Peppering every s i n g l e word you say with a doubtful glance,a mockful laugh.Well,I pitty you.books,you try so hard to be above others. so hard, you are almost broken.Yet,comfort comes when you find ME to put down.Decieving yourself.You hate appearing lowly,don't you?Goodbye my dear,for I do not have any apparent use for a surly wet
blanket.Not anymore.

Chocolate cookies

2006-04-12T02:24:00.000-07:00

Thank you Mrs Chia for........................................................................................................................................................................
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.............................................................................Sorry!I cannot tell! :)
So jOyce,I understand that you want to do well.Me too.It is only radical.Have I given you the impression that I only want to pass?If I did,would I be in SY?In SCGS.
I see you as a great pal,crazy,fun and responsible.

What am I to you?

Emotionless

2006-04-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry.For being insensitive and tactless.
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:)

Fake!

2006-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Some people go on and on about pretending to be cheery and jovial just to gain popularity.Well,some people A-C-T all solemn,like they many secrets,stories to tell ALSO to gain popularity.Hmm.What if someone is really cheery?What is someone is genuinely happy at that moment?Why do peoplpe go all naggy and philosophical and say "it is all a facade"...blah,blah...
What confusing thoughts...

HUH?

2006-04-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really wonder if I am intellectually challenged.See,many get the hang of something when taught but most of the time,I can't really grasp what the teacher is saying.I always say that the teacher is going too fast but if others can catch up,I should too.There's something seriously wrong.Others grasp the concept and are able to churn out the information almost lackadaisically.Like THAT! *snaps fingers*.What the heck is wrong with me?Digressing,I would like to remind some people to refrain from copying my very own lines!*AHEM* :)
Ironically,being labeled as a no-hope/bimbo once before and proving them wrong,I don't see why I can't do it again.Yet,I am not imbued with information.What the heck?Argh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Okay,new subject.
I have been strolling in the school compound and looking around.Ya,around.No,I do not need therapy.What is big deal about it?The air is fresh and it calms and soothes so why do people point and exclaim,"LOOK!A G-I-R-L!"
Apparently,I feel that such a shocked tone should be rightfully reserved for alien sightings only.Have you not s-e-e-n a girl before?People think I am out of my mind,admiring the lush foilage and the misty sky.Most cannot comprehend my love for herbs.No one understands.
Another thing is,I think differently and my thoughts are often labeled 'wrong'.Just because it is not normal?Common?Uniformed?Huh?There are like so many people out there with different views.Why are we all classified in a cookie cutter manner?Cookies are only good in one way.
Eaten.

AHHH

2006-03-29T04:16:00.000-08:00

I have so much work to do and plus I did so badly in my Chinese Composition.I am so upset and sad!Boohoo...Never mind!After the rain the SUN!Jai you!I can do it!

Yoohoo!

2006-03-28T02:02:00.000-08:00

Adorable YingYing

Yesterday,our rocking SY participated in the spirit of the class cheering competition.We totally rock!Uh huh uh huh.And we came out 3rd!Good job everyone!Yay!Sigh,I am just a tad mad at someone who damaged the mask of the class's mascot.But we are the best don't mean to boast,our class's sprit is our friendly ghost!Hurrah!I can't help hypervilating...Haha.
Sigh,we have so much work to do...The mathematics homework is so darn tough,ok.
Sorry,I got to go!

BAH

2006-03-25T06:15:00.000-08:00

Its so stupid and depressing when I ask people for the reason behind their 'honest' action,their reason is that they fear to be caught red-handed.What the heck is that?I mean it SHOULD be because it is the right thing to do and because you have to stick to your principles right?Huh?It is so sad when although some hypocritical person says it is the thought that counts but there are not many kindly saints that actually,SINCERELY feel that way huh?I think I am losing faith in people.I never know what they are actually thinking.Sometimes it ACTUALLY seems OK to backstab people as long as you don't get caught.For one,some of my classmates seem to be perpetually practising the role of the characters in Mean Girls.For those that still persist on the i-don'-do-bad-stuff-cause-i-don't-get-caught,well,have you ever thought about that perhaps,when you die,you'll go to HELL instead?Please,please,please be sincere in everything you do.It is so disapointng that some people readily murmurs 'sorry' with alacrity but they don't mean it.It is merely a word,nothing else.

Is it?

Yippie

2006-03-24T01:31:00.000-08:00

Today,I stayed back to help with the class banner and it was super fun painting the banner though I didn't do much...Sorry!It's like applying blusher and lipstick on a piece of cloth.It is very heartening to see people actually voluntering to stay back after school and put in their heart and soul and their time into contibuting something to the class.What I sincerely feel is that if you don't care and you think helping the class to do something is a total waste of time and you have no pride in your work then....... DON'T do it.Don't inflict pain unto yourself.If you do something,it must be worth your time.If you abandon a task,it must be something worth putting down.Haha,I am getting all preachy and stuff like that...
Anyway,I have good news!I've got 27/30 for my Science test.Yay!Haha.I thought I'll fail miserably and stuff like that but I survived!Yay!Joyce seems to be a little upset with me though... :(
By the way,we ran 2km yesterday.Once again,it was a narrow escape from death.And I actually thought I'll die,but it so happened that I took 11.20mins with I feel is not bad for an old wrinkly like me so hoorah hooray!Andrea looked a bit pale and unwell after the run which was quite worrying...Do take care,Andrea...
Girls,its THE competition on Monday so revise your cheer and do your your best!SY rocks.
Unlike common perception,we're not as monochromatic as you think.
SY .We've got flavour.

Juggling act

2006-03-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

With so many new programmes the government is implementing to produce the all-rounded student,students like me inevitably feel pressured to excel in everything.Sometimes I thinkI have been under pressure for so long,I must be a diamond by now.But all that remains is a little mound of carbon,crushed into powder.
Even as I speak and mourn our dimishing childhood,people out there expect us to excel in all aspects.Sports,music,academics,the arts and more.Where have all the days gone where little children run around bare-footed playing marbles and five stones?Surely,this advancement in education has definitely made our environment a much better place to live in.We are not asking for a change in the system.All we are asking for is a little tenderness and rest.Not everyone can keep up this juggling act,you know.Suicidal rates are high,okay?Don't drive us up the wall!
I,for one,am considered rather "lucky" compared to my fellow chums.Take for example,my friends from Nayang(No,I am NOT from Nayang).They study till the wee hours of the morning and are depleted of energy.I mean D-E-P-L-E-T-E-D.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!AHHHHHHHHH!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Hear our pleas!Stop crushing us!
PS:The author is reported to be handling stress very well and quoted to be one of the most 'bo chap' person to have exsisted.If she can feel this way,how about the others?

Shopping

2006-03-17T01:35:00.000-08:00

Monkeys at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve...

Hello...I am buried up to my eyeballs in homework.What kind of holiday is this?I only have myself to blame for dillidallying.I am clueless on for to complete my literature homework which would be graded.G-R-A-D-E-D!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhh.........
Oh,today Joyce and I went shopping after a workshop in school.( Digressing,I want to tell you all how fun it was and we even got to make our own perfume and soap!It's so cool.)Okay,back to the point.We took a bus to explore some little cosy shops along Dunearn road.We spotted some really quaint shops.There's an organic shop there,restuarants and more.We ate at some icecream shop called...umm...Creamery Island if I am not wrong.I tell you,they sell the best teh tarik icecream ever.Ever.We did our literature homework roughly over there too.
If you just go and have a look over there,you'll find many lovely surprises awaiting you!
Oh ya,let me tell you something really weird.While I was queing up to pay for some cinnamon,the auntie in front of me approached Joyce and I and said,"How come your cheeks are so pinkish?Are you from Singapore?Are you pure chinese?"
Shocked by the onslaught of qustions,I stood blinking stupidly at her before managing a rather silly "Umm...ya..."She then proceeded to compliment Joyce on her rosy cheeks.
That's funny.I always thought I looked very Chinsese-ish and Singaporean-ish.But my funny friends think I look half-Japanese and one of them actually thought I looked like an American-Chinese!???Hahahaha...

Lastly,I would like to thank Joyce for helping me to put up the tag board,counter and the music.Thank you!Hust to let you guys know,the song sort of describes my life and how I feel. :)

DEAD

2006-03-10T00:28:00.000-08:00

"I want to die...jump with me..."
HUH...................................

*yawn*

Sure,life is hard and submissive students like us are piled up with avalanches and oh,more avalanches of work.Which,by the way,is followed by unsatisfactory results that prance around with cheerful promptness and annoying friends.But...
WHY WOULD ANYONE JUMP WITH YOU?
Why deprive yourself of all the joy and laughter in this world?Have you got no strength to brave what life has in store for you?Why not?
If you are bent on ending your life,so there.But my dear,have you thought of all the sorrow and grief following your demise?What would your loving parents say?How will your friends react?In that case,why eat at all?What irony it is so speak of death and eat at the same time,sustaining your sorry life,prolonging your sorrow?It appears to me as a pathetic and flimsy attempt to seek attention.Amusingly,I too,agree with many others that you should not jump off a building and definitely not my school's.What a horrifyingly gruesome way to go! :D
And please spare a thought for others around you.Bear in mind that it is our world.It does not revolve around you.Am I right or right?Think of all the people who cared for you,only to get your a string of cold words and your icy glare.Think of all the people you have hurt.No one is perfect.I am definitely not perfect and I'll never be.Now,now,stop playing the victim.Don't tell me how you were ostrasized in primary school.Well,at least I know why.Everything happens for a reason.I too,know the reason behind my downfalls.Do you?
Tell me what is wrong.Awake from your incubus.You are not alone.

Because we care.

HAHAHAHAH

2006-03-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

Here's a conversation with my sister on msn...

Shimin says:
thank u for the music
Shimin says:
the songs I am singing
* Shiling * Mummy can i go to canada with my friends during spring break? says:
......
* Shiling * Mummy can i go to canada with my friends during spring break? says:
abba
Shimin says:
thanks for all the joy I AM BRINGING
Shimin says:
who can live without it
* Shiling * Mummy can i go to canada with my friends during spring break? says:
lol
Shimin says:
I asked in all honesty..(no one)
Shimin says:
What will we be
Shimin says:
without shimin's voice or song
Shimin says:
WHAT ARE WE?
* Shiling * Mummy can i go to canada with my friends during spring break? says:
pigs
Shimin says:
so let us thank ME for the music
Choo Family says:
( i am ignoring youuuuu)
Choo Family says:
For giving IT to youuuuuuuu------------
* Shiling * Mummy can i go to canada with my friends during spring break? says:
haha
Shimin says:
*Screech*
Shimin says:
*BABOOOM!*

Pictures

2006-03-04T18:48:00.000-08:00

An artistic picture by me...(above)

There's Marilyn,a very,very funny friend who likes to say "YO!"

It was taken during the Malacca trip...

Malacca trip

2006-03-03T23:36:00.000-08:00

Hi people,I went to Malacca for my school's educational trip.It was fun!I bought 2 cute shirts!Of course that is not all,you silly goose!I bought a harmonica too. :)It was so cool and we went to the padi fields,oil palm plantations and stuff like that you know?The downside is that we were bitten by the horrible,detestable,incorrigible MOZZIES.I wish I could squish them dead and fry them in hot oil.Muahahahaha...Kill.kill,kill,kill,kill! :D Sorry for the sadistic statement but I mean it. :)
Okay,that's enough blogging for now...I'll fill you in on hygiene freaks,naggy friends and hilarious events later!Not to forget,you'll have your fill of fantastic photos...

SY rocks

2006-02-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

When I visit my class blog,its about how's there is only 3 more days to study.People,you need ter need ter loosen up.Geez...
Sigh,there's a Japanese exam on Monday... ...
People,I just want to let you all know:Our class shirt rocks.It was lovingly and meticulously designed by dear Charlotte,the ultimate rock star.It rocks.I'll try to get a picture of it when it is not looking because the obnoxious thing stubbornly refuses to let me get a shot at it without paying royalties. :) A million thanks to Joyce,who got me the best birthday gift in the world.Thank you so much.By the way,I don't mean to be prying or cynical but,HELLO?BIRTHDAY COMITTEE?ARE YOU SLEEPING?WAKE UP!Gosh...
Anyway,back to the main point.I went to this famous bakery to get my pristine pasteries.Let's call it Battat.After picking out a scrumptious looking cake,I went to the counter to pay for my stuff.
*wait*
After putting in the contents is a nice bag,the person at the counter said:udbsdjhjfdyvcdfkujhvdfhgvduhfbvh
After listening intently,realised that the lass was actually saying,"Thank you,have a nice day,"Look,I know that the goverment is implementing the GEMs programme and I appreciate your effort to make our shopping experience a pleasant one but...
Huh?I mean pardon? I can't hear you!Though you are like buried up to your eyeballs with work,you should make it a point to at least pronounce your "Thank you"s properly.I mean what is the point if your"treasured"customers can't grasp what you are mumbling?Come on...
I think I've got to go,bye!
PS:Thanks for commenting that my blog is nice butonlyincontent.Hmmmmm...

Weird courses

2006-02-23T03:38:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,I just found out that I learnt best by hands on experience(kinesthetic),Like bodily...you know?This is followed by auditory then visual learning.That's pretty sad cause' the school teaches via the visual methodat makes it worse is that KAVs tend to help others succeed.It's kind of true for me as I tend to bend over backwards to assist my friends and I get pretty upset when they don't reprocicate!The great thing is that we can bring the house down and we are a hell of fun to be with.I rock.Uhuh uhuh...
Well,surprise,surprise,I am actually both right and left brain oriented!The bigger surprise is that I HAVE A BRAIN!*Ya,I just saw you bowl over in laughter* *Ahem!*Don't you mess with me,cause'KAVs can swipe at an antagonist and the unfortunate fellow WILL have his or her bones broken into 38475 pieces.Is that understood?Good.Plus,I know judo,karate,wushu and 47 other dangerous words.
Other ironic thing is that according to a survey,I was one of the people who tend to procrastinate and are the laziest earthlings in the galaxy.Heren comes the funny part:I made it this far!*APPLAUSE*
Overall,it was smashing...What's you learning method?Tell me about it!

Bored

2006-02-18T06:27:00.000-08:00

I am soooo bored.Yes,mrs consicence,I will study later...Ahhh...Shut up!
Hi everyone,now that I've got the horribly hoarse voice out of my head,I shall blog!
Hmm...let's have one of my poems shall we?*ahem*

Blogging in the enclosed area of my room
seconds pass ... ...
My mind is in a blank
only for the exception
of l-o-t-s of dust
a thought
*appears*
what
lies
a
:
:
head
of
us?
HAHA...Very pro right?Let's change the topic,something more light hearted.Let's have some random facts about myself.Here goes:

*I sing.(Banshee style)
*My favourite line:I lost my marbles.Did you happen to see them?(Lost my marbles!SEE?HAHAHAHAHA!Oh,never mind.)
*I like eating bannas cum peanut butter cum milk cum blueberries.Feeling peckish?
*I like bursting into tears and scaring the daylights out of the person sitting beside me.
*I laugh out of the blue and in the process,have alarmed many sane ones.:)
*I might just go crazy and concoot something about a prehistoric toothpick.
*I don't like swearing.
*I am a woodbridge high student and I have an A in Xiao-cology.
*I want to be a xiao-cologist when I grow up.
*No,I am NOT on drugs.

Don't be apalled if you find me being bundled up in a straight jacket and whisked away to an alysum of some sort.*gurgle gurgle*
Let's SING!
I had a dream thaat I
Was falling from the sky
At 90 miles per hour
I was bound to crash and die

No,I do NOT need therapy.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA(laughs hysterically)

Ha

2006-02-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh.Joy,your blog totally rocks.You entries are just----WOW!I am speechless.
No,I am not about to complain about my short comings and wallow in self pity.That does not change anything.Not a single little drop.Well,I might as well actually stop sniffling,get off that darn couch and do something about it.Make a difference.You know.... ....
Our class is kinda ... plain.Don't you think?I will do something.Something.
Look,do you see an unsightly blotch on my test papers?Oh,thanks for registering your dissapointment.I will rectify the situation immediately.See?Do something.Stop trying to keep up with the Joneses.I am me.This is MY style.My way.
I read 'Crosses and Noughts'.It is pretty good.Can somebody recommend me good books?

New me?

2006-02-15T05:08:00.001-08:00

Sigh,I have a history test coming up...
Hmm,I have to run 4oom for sports heat but I am sooooooooooo slow!I can only manage 1.52 seconds.That is sooo like P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C!But who cares,if I cannot run fust now,I will soon.I will run every day after school.I will,I will,I WILL!:)*nods head vigorously*
Sometimes,I look at others and wonder why everyone around me is better than me ,in every single way.Prettier,smarter....Their world is a glittering,shimmering and at times an ostentatious one.I try,and I try and I TRY to be up there... To be an elitist,perhaps.Will I succeed?
Hopefully,I can be a famous blogger like xiaxue and mr brown so you guys,I need you to help my fufill that dream!

New me?

2006-02-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

Gosh!

2006-02-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

My mum's musical box was broken during the play.Wo bei ma de gou xue lin tou,you know.But that's okay,because we so totally rawked.YEAH!
I am like faling every test that ever existed.I feel sooooo stupid.Gosh,why and how on earth did I get into the best class?What a mystery....I only managed to scrape a mediocre 18 and a half over 25 for my history test.WHY?WHY?WHY?:(ahhhhhhhhhhhh..........................*pulls out a clump of hair*
I can hear Joyce at my ear telling me how weird and wrong I look,how stupid I am.Hmmm...I must be hallucinating.Joyce is like the nicest girl in the galaxy.She'll never say such a thing.;)
Here's a poem that sorta describes my scool life:
All streched out
Like "butter over too much bread"
I believe you said Blibo Baggins said
I know what I am doing at least
That's what I think I try
To phrase my thoughts as I tell my
Mother about another application form
I am filling out.She complains my shoes
are smelly but that's because I've been spending too much time in them
in school

And my feet sweat.Like my heart.
In the dark I think I hear the cockroaches
Whisper about taking over the world and
in the light I try to sleep.When
I saw a laughing girl on the MRT in
(neighbourhood school)uniform I thought
maybe brains didn;t make me any luckier.I
think I am going to cry if I see
pimples anywhere else except on someone else's
face and when I fall,
please God,find me
Ong Hui Lin Shirin
Maybe the brains part does not apply to me but...
please God,find
me
when
I
:
:
:
:
:
Falllllllll

hellooo

2006-02-07T03:51:00.000-08:00

Jia qian and I......Old classmate.Guess which one is me?

Let me tell you guys something hilarious...
I was going about my own business in the language centre with my chums then guess what I saw.....*drumroll*..........................................................................................................a bra.
Yup,your eyes are not playing tricks on you.I saw a bra hanging over a railing on the 2nd floor.I was like,"Oh my gosh!"
Opposite me,some boys were oggling and giggling uncontrollably.Afterwhich,they shot towards the bra,presumely to do something pervertic with it.Of course,my friends and I beat them to it to stop the bra mutilation that almost followed.Later,my friend threw the bra down and it almost landed on a fortunate lad's head!Sadly,a cleaner came along and swept it away.This is a factual account,OKAY?How the bra got there remains a mystery.
There's a literature play tomorrow and I am acting as Min!I can't wait!My team rawks...Yeah!I play a pitiful girl whom her father gives away in lieu of unpaid taxes.She becomes a slave for a fat,pompous and obnoxious emperor.Her lover,Shang,saves her a they live happily ever after.I know this sounds kinda dry but my team is soooo going to bring the house down.I shall recite a line now,"I don't want to be a slave,I want Shang.SHANG!SHANG!SHANG!"thenI start jumping and howling like a lunatic.Fun eh?
Tata!

Happy Birthday!

2005-11-04T06:04:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Jie Jie.Happy birthday to you,you are born in the zoo,your mother was a beauty,what happened to you?
Ya lah,I know the cake is very small,because my sister has to take her SAT the next day and the actual celebration would take place at haigen-diaz.There was another cake but I am too lazy to post it.:pThe cake was fluffy and very sweet,though it was a little to heavy as there was too much cream.Haha,I sound like a veteren epicurean right?Yes, I took a bite from the minute cake. My mum wanted to play Solitare and refused to stop the game.*sigh*I wish she could have been more enthusiastic...
Oh I almost forgot,here is a photo taken during the perth trip.Kangeroos are so adorable!
Though the perth trip was a great experience.During this period of stay,I have seen the ugly side of people.Of course nobody is perfect,but it really shocks me how different a person can be...To be surounded by selfishness,scams and lies perpetually was really scary.To my horror,the laughing,good-natured person I knew,or thought I knew,was actually a conceited and dishonest bastard.I was so disapointed.
Well,on the bright side,I bought many bottles of essential oil,lanolin-a subtance derived from sheep's wool which is a great skin care product and loads of macadamia nuts. :)
I am currently listening to Inuyasha theme song 'I want to change the world' and what's more,it is played by a symphony!That is so cool.Okay,that is all for now,sayonara!

Cola

2005-11-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

Hey,did you know you can't get pepsi in Indiana?That is because cola has distributing rights there.But the good news is,a can of coke there costs a paltry sum of only 7cents each.Maybe not so good,because my sister is going there to further her studies and she is totally addicted to coke.*gasps*What if my sister comes home a fat pig?Oh no!!!
I am currently watching tong xin yuan.Daqiu is such a terrible and obnoxious person.I can't wait to smack his stupid contorted face!
For the cip fun fair,my classmates and I have decided to sell kebabs.*hope nobody gets food poisoning*Hahaha...But the main problem is the cost price is already $60 and the whole class's budget is $100.
People,please tell me where I can get glycerin blocks,please!

$$$$$

2005-11-03T01:57:00.000-08:00

I have decided to sell homemade glycerin soap.Perhaps I would collaborate with my sister but on second thoughts,perhaps I would not do so.It is so hard to find glycerin blocks or pellets in Singapore so people out there I would really appreciate it if you could tell me where I can buy glycerin blocks in Singapore.Wish me luck on my business venture!:)
WATCH OUT.THE NEXT FEW SECTENCES MAY SHOCK YOU.YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT IT CAME FROM ME.
I have decided to start on the sec 1 syllabus.I don't want to go to my new school,and put up with jeers,ridicule and embarrassment.Not.ever.again.Study study study...
Before I go,here's a cool tip for you folks:To clean silver,put a few pieces of aluminium foil and biocarbonate of soda in a bowl of hot water and leave the silver in it for a few minutes.It really works!:p

coins

2005-10-22T02:33:00.000-07:00

Did you guys try the recipes?Aiyo,I went to buy a shirt today because most of my shirts have shrunk or have I grown?Anyway,as I had open my little can of savings the day before,I was left with sackfuls of coins.So,I bought the t-shirt with the coins.Omg,the uncle looked so shocked when I emptyied bags of shiny,glimmering 10cent,20cent and 5cent coins.Paiseh ah.But it is still money anyway,right?I also bought a pair of slippers as my old pair is already looking like a wheather-beaten piece of dirty frabric.I have been buying a lot of stuff so I feel so guilty.
I think I would go to the gym today and exercise...
For the cip fun fair,I think we should sell konoyaku(i can't spell) jelly.Vicki wants to sell pasta,which I think is quite a good idea.If you guys out there have any ideas on what to sell to little tykes between the age of 7-10,do tell me!

Stuff your face

2005-10-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hi guys,I went to my aunt's house and she gave me some really yummy cookies!Here's the recipe:
Ingredients:120g butter,1/2 cup sugar.1/4 cup soft brown sugar,1 egg,150g plain flour,1/2 tsp baking powder,1/4 tsp bicarbonate soda,2 cups cornflakes,1/3 cup raisins

1.Sift plain flour,baking powder and the soda thing together
2.Beat butter and sugar until light and creamy.Add egg and beat for a while.
3.Mix the sifted flour,raisins and 1/4 cup of crused cornflakes together and refrigerate.
4.Shape 1tsp of the ingredients into a ball Coat with a layer of cornflakes,press hard and flatten.
5.Bake at 180c in preheated oven for 20 minutes until golden.
6.Stuff your face and drown it with milk.Hmmmhm good.

Gotta go,bye!

Lalala

2005-10-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

My trusty chums and I are going to participate in a singing competition.Thank you for your support.Hahaha.Though I can't sing well its just for fun really.If Siying and Emily are participating ,I am so busted!Yes,perfect people with good grades,good voices,good everything.SCREW YOU SCREW YOU SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!*just kidding*My chums and I have been working really hard and I came up with some really cool "echo".Be prepared for the ultimate team!Muahahahaha...................
Btw,Jenna please borrow the cd from Celeste at Chol's party so you can listen to it more often.Practice hard!So sad I can't bunk with you guys but nvm I'll run over to your rooms at night! Bye!

pooh

2005-10-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

I am going to perth with my friends on a school trip!I am soooo excited!I had better plan carefully on what to bring to prevent unwanted incidents of looking like a fat duck in front of my friends.:)
I wonder whether "somebody" would show up in hotpants and a tube before freezing to death as the temperatures can drop to 11 degrees.Talk about die looking good!Anyway,Del was like crying and asking tng to let her bunk with the class.*tragic*She was crying so sorrowfully and letting out heartrending cries.I feel sorry for her but don't you think this is a little over the top?We are already doing all we can to comfort her and help her to join the class for the activities.Spare a thought for us!Btw,Del, mdm tng wants you to go to perth.Don't let your deposit of 300 go down the drain!
fartfart!

tada

2005-10-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hello,nice to meet you.